I don’t know if it is just me but once I started adding salad/fruits to my side dish to most of my meals.

my craving aren’t terrible food.

like instead of ice cream I will crave sorbet

or I NEED to have salad with my dinner cause i like the lettuce, onions, carrots, and now tomatos. :3

and instead of wanting to eat a giant awesome burger I’ll be like “i could really go for a nice turkey sub.

guys,

eat some fruits and veggies,

try I veggie or fruit you have never had before.

seriously,

Also

fuck Natural Valley bars,

I love them but by the end of the school day I am terribly hungry.

But those Special K breakfast bars,

bruh,

they make sure you do not get hungry or get hunger headaches,

and they are delicious,

meaning no cardboard taste. XP

Oh and do a little exercise,

but make it fun.

I don’t mean make commitments you can’t keep and add music

workout until what ever time you want.

feel like running and hour but only do 30 minutes?

don’t sweat it. it’s cool. :)

lift weights while sitting down talking to a buddy. :3

it makes it fun, trust me.

okay I’m done, bye for now guys. :3

:3

down 1.6 pounds.

not a lot but I am so happy!

ummm…hmmm…kind of a creepy question…don’t know how I feel about that….

I am sooo happy today!!!!

I don’t want to change it until I am at 206 again.

And um…

I have some ways to go so it’s gonna be like that for a while. XDXD

Good Lord XDXD

wow okay

lets fix that shall we? :3

I already ate breakfast

and am on my period….

um….

Ah what the hell. :)

guys, Im coming back.

I made this blog for a reason and I am so tired of giving up.

And it’s not just the losing weight thing.

there have been too many times, mostly all the time that I have just stopped doing something because “it’s too hard.” or “It’s boring, I’m not having fun.”

Well I can’t be like that anymore. 

for my future, and for what I want to do

I can’t have that attitude anymore. 

giving up on this will ultimately lead me to give up on big projects in the future and I refuse to believe that I will let that happen.

I need this.

I need this goal in mind

and I need to get there.

just to prove to myself that I can accomplish something big.

and I will

And all…uh….15 of you followers will witness it.

and hopefully root for me.

I love myself, I just don’t love my attitude.

And I need to fix it. 

And I will.

and just a little aside here:

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I finally got back on a good diet and I worked out today.

I feel great! :D 

My ultimate goal is to look like this:

but you know, go big or go home.